By akumagai on Skatehive
Get my affairs in order. I hear myself say it all the time. So much so that I am now repeating it as a mantra when I start making a mess. I am pushing things here and there. The dust is rising in the air. I don't use a duster, just my hands. All the while I whisper to myself, get my affairs in order. I don't really know why but from my perspective getting my affairs in order is more achievable from a messed up start. I find it hard to get things in order when everything is already in order. I mean how to do you order and ordered desk? THe pens are where they are meant to be. The monitor is on the right height. Hmm seems the keyboard is tilted by 5 degrees, I guess I should get taht ordered. In fact the mouse keeps moving from one end of the pad to the other. So unorderly. Enough to get me to start at an unordered start into ordering affairs. Based on what I just mentioned. I think I need to start messing everything in my life. Spend all my savings. Drink till there is no tomorrow. Walk