By dadapizza on Skatehive
I had a really busy, fairly productive day. I've been getting in better shape and I'm actually pretty happy about it. I've always enjoyed physical exercise. I grew up playing outside and playing a ton of sports. So this feels natural and I feel alive while doing it. Pretty good. Now I'm a bit tired, and feeling a bit sentimental unfortunately. Aging is extremely weird. I'm really not even close to where I want to be in life. Strange thing is I never really had a vision for my life. Pretty stupid. But I am enjoying the little things in life. Seeking success is odd too at times because, I am grateful for what I have, in the moment. So it's odd. I think what's rough is the stress and the worry. While it's fine and dandy that things are good in terms of immediate needs, it is really draining to always wonder how bills are going to be paid, or if I'll ever be stress free. Well, of course I doubt anyone is ever really stress free. But I'd like to be as close as possible to stress free one da