My 30th birthday...
What to think about this, it is really not very encouraging to look back and feel that I have not achieved anything, to raise my head and see that my surroundings do not inspire a certain future forward does not fill me with much joy either.
Today (or yesterday) 02/05 was my birthday, third floor we say here and it was no different than any other day, although I came to the city of Maturin to visit an aunt and spend the day here I feel that it is still a normal day, but not in my mind.
I think I need to rethink many things and projects, I had the initiative to start with the development of the first skatepark in punta de mata but due to the low integration of people I have been a little slowed down, I have the legal permits waiting for a date which have not told me yet for an official meeting with all members of the community since the permit I am asking is for intervention to a public place we need the approval of the mayor but mainly his signature where he emphasizes that this construction is not run by government expenses but by the same local workers who in this case are us, the skaters.
Well, let's cheer up because this is my project and I really believe that this is the only thing that gives meaning to my existence, I want to give the opportunity to new people to practice a sport different from what we see in this small town and so maybe pay some existential debt.
Let's go to a happier place.
![Image](https://gray-soft-cardinal-116.mypinata.cloud/ipfs/QmTi6bTFerJpStraHF8hNfGkrmhgMTJbRXqzXx3gfKQaZh?pinataGatewayToken=nxHSFa1jQsiF7IHeXWH-gXCY3LDLlZ7Run3aZXZc8DRCfQz4J4a94z9DmVftXyFE)
My mom accompanied me today, infinitely grateful to continue sharing with the person who gives me that unconditional love that is my mother.
Although we did not share the day, one of my girls sent me more than a beautiful greeting and congratulations. š
![Image](https://ipfs.skatehive.app/ipfs/QmTxxq6mjMdJ4Cgn5TdmQRj4jM5VrLoSCtGUqkZP8Wev7N?pinataGatewayToken=nxHSFa1jQsiF7IHeXWH-gXCY3LDLlZ7Run3aZXZc8DRCfQz4J4a94z9DmVftXyFE)
I also brought my skateboard, so tomorrow we're going all out to skate and do some graffiti downtown.
![Image](https://ipfs.skatehive.app/ipfs/QmSGetGDWW5GhQX8fsqknp1oqiDiqgrNdGC34BirAdqwdb?pinataGatewayToken=nxHSFa1jQsiF7IHeXWH-gXCY3LDLlZ7Run3aZXZc8DRCfQz4J4a94z9DmVftXyFE)
I hadn't visited this part of town for about 8 years and I found these two graffiti that are about 10 years old:
![Image](https://ipfs.skatehive.app/ipfs/QmVNTS4Qug7RmwSMJnM49NNgCGP2wt4HNgjovKDWuCz7ap?pinataGatewayToken=nxHSFa1jQsiF7IHeXWH-gXCY3LDLlZ7Run3aZXZc8DRCfQz4J4a94z9DmVftXyFE)
![Image](https://ipfs.skatehive.app/ipfs/QmbifSXJJdZToVn1FbR3owKpex2CquDLGEGBdVwH7g1JpW?pinataGatewayToken=nxHSFa1jQsiF7IHeXWH-gXCY3LDLlZ7Run3aZXZc8DRCfQz4J4a94z9DmVftXyFE)
On the other hand, on the first of this month, we went to what we call**El Consecionario** an abandoned place at the end of Bolivar Avenue in Punta de Mata.
![Image](https://ipfs.skatehive.app/ipfs/QmYsNU5dwRp3S4FXexWsBkbCg6JrrUE7hqWN1JESRmY9jd?pinataGatewayToken=nxHSFa1jQsiF7IHeXWH-gXCY3LDLlZ7Run3aZXZc8DRCfQz4J4a94z9DmVftXyFE)
None of these fun moments are possible without first covering the basics of day to day life, I have many things to do and promises to keep.
![Image](https://ipfs.skatehive.app/ipfs/QmSueTgM9fySR46NrXwDUcC87YLqYocd2A3RaMdvxDAqre?pinataGatewayToken=nxHSFa1jQsiF7IHeXWH-gXCY3LDLlZ7Run3aZXZc8DRCfQz4J4a94z9DmVftXyFE)
One of them is to buy a new board, but I think that currently we Venezuelans have had a very bad time so trying to ask for some collaboration to get one that at least has rebound would be very bad seen, at least mentioned that may have the intention, greetings to all who came here.
![Image](https://ipfs.skatehive.app/ipfs/QmWSJ7AieBBPkusnEVZUyuy3MVG8yTdScFqELeG2dFu85G?pinataGatewayToken=nxHSFa1jQsiF7IHeXWH-gXCY3LDLlZ7Run3aZXZc8DRCfQz4J4a94z9DmVftXyFE)
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