By merit.ahama on Skatehive
I think a simple sentence to describe my "Angry and mad" moments is, "I'm slow to anger, easy to please back but lessons learned" and I say this from the countless experiences I've had with people since I began to understood "being angry or mad about something". I remember many years ago, when I was living with my cousins, they'd get me angry but I didn't know I was angry. I say that I didn't know because I laughed at everything and because of that, they did whatever they wanted to or with me knowing I won't retaliate or act rash towards them. But that changed one day, only that day and it never happened again... I got super angry at one of my cousin, we were almost same my age but I was older, I fought with him first then burst into tears. There's this guilt that came over me after fighting with him, especially with the fact that he won the fight, and it felt so senseless and useless that I really went in for a fight with him trying to show that I was angry. Since that day, I've never