By minnamoira on Skatehive
I am in the middle of somewhere, in the forest, at least, physically. But mentally, my mind is elsewhere. There have been some very bad experiences in the past four years of my life. And now I'm not so sure which way to go. And I only mean in work-wise. I mean, physically, I have to change countries. I will be going from Sweden to Finland. Finland is my home country. And now the change seems to be coming faster than I expected because my mother is sick. She has been sick for a while. I can't really go into details about that. But, currently, the life I have known for the past four years is coming to an end. And we are changing countries with my husband, and we are going to start afresh. Again. And although we are going back to my home country, it feels very intimidating. Abroad, we have not had any safety network, and we will not have a lot of it in Finland. So life abroad has been very hard. Too hard. I am traumatised. So when I say I am in the middle of somewhere, I say that I am in