By takhar on Skatehive
Wanting to do more without knowing what to do, that's the best way to describe my practical self this past few days. I've experienced a dose of seriousness about the little things that I'm not quite sure where it's coming from. The little things are many and varied. Subjectively, doing one or a very few of them doesn't seem to make a difference until I do many of them almost at the same time and notice how it reflects on the whole. One aspect is choosing to show up for friends, keep contact and follow through with whatever they have going on. This is a department I can excel at on a shorter time frame, say a few days or a week, get everything done that needs doing. But you know how human nature is not that straightforward, something will always come up or down, and what should take a week ends up taking a month. This same practical self will grow disinterested and bounce off in between such moments. Any type of gap puts it in an almost restless like state of reality. A ship losing its