By thelastdash on Skatehive
https://img.leopedia.io/DQmUjqVNcjRNi3FxwQAxAS6HM3ehFHaeXju5ufqvBPHjgkP/1000228922.png From all that I have shared in my previous posts especially with not getting the job and trying to work things out, I never thought it would reach this stage of me feeling like this. I knew that times were hard, I knew that it wasn't getting better but I never thought that it would be dragging me down like this. The job hunt wasn't successful and it doesn't look like I am going to get any funding soon to get my trading business up and running again. I have tried to come up with different ideas of what else I should do but nothing seems to be working. I have found myself just sat staring at things moving except me. This feels like a very uneasy feeling wanting to be able to do something but you just do not know what else to do. The other feeling I have been experiencing recently is a wanting to just get up and run away from my own home. This is not due to not loving my family but to the pressure of be