By zakludick on Skatehive
Source Things did not go as planned, but there is something more than the situation that is affecting my actions. I think that I am noticing a pattern of behaviour in myself, and I think that talking it through and studying will possibly make it easier to deal with it. Last weekend I had the determination to get a move on and make an effort to grow my account back up again. I had motive, I had the means. Did it happen? No way! Instead of posting every day, or more like I used to do, I ended up posting a single post for the whole week. Bottom line, I failed to hit my target. There was a failure to complete and a failure to commit. And from that failure grows more fear. And soon enough, I find reasons to procrastinate and delay doing anything at all! This sort of behaviour or mindset is self-perpetuating. A fear of failure while limiting your actions means that there is a higher chance of failure and this is something that I need to fix. I had aspirations to re-build my HP! I had aspirat